Coincidentally

I was caught wearing the same coloured T-shirt as him and I was acutally accused of wearing couple's T-shirt.

Ah, when they said that I swore if I was fairer they would have caught me blushing.

Dumb.

Coincidentally I ran out of clothes, so obviously I had to wear that T-shirt.

What am I feeling? I'm not sure. Maybe I am a bit happy.

Dreams are meant to remain as dreams.

Its like less than two weeks to PMR and I actually went to Singapore today.


I just love that country, its so full of eye candy.

Story of The Day

Eunice was walking along Orchard road. Thank God my mum is a filipino cause her embassy is near Orchard road. Anway, as I was walking, I saw this guy. He was ang-moh lar. He was like really cute. Then he walked on. However I kept bumping into him. Then I realised he was also gonna tkae the MRT. ANd you know what, I almost followed him into the MRT going to Marina Bay while my parents were heading for Woodlands. I almost stepped into the MRT until I realised it was the wrong one. Lucky me, or else I would be lost.

Oh I'm Formula 1 crazy again. I really miss watching the races.

I've fallen in love with Kimi Raikkonen.

He is hawt!

My books are screaming yet again. Here I come.

18 days more and its all over. God help me.

Quote for today,

"The longer you sit around, the more you'll have to sit on."

I'll remember this for a long time.

Gossip, Gossip and More Gossip

GOSSIP

The word which everyone hates yet loves. Its worldwide. Everyone from every nook and cranny of this world understands it. Its the ultimate entertainment, yet the ultimate killer. Its something the 99.9% of the world's population enjoy doing, but its one of the most deadliest weapon.

Yes, I can't believe that something can be so huge in the world today. People tend to think only girls and women gossip. Oh how wrong that statement is.

I think in this generation, guys can give the girls a run for their money when it comes to gossiping.

The feeling of sharing a piece of interesting news must be a great feeling.

The common phrases heard,

"eh eh, did you know so-and-so did something with so-and-so"

or

"Oh my god, you know something, yesterday while I was doing what-and-whatever I saw you-know-who doing you-know-what"

or

"You will never believe what happened. So-and-so said this-and-that".

Sounds familiar? I know.

Human nature is like that. We just love the feeling of being let in on the "juiciest" piece of news. I myself for one like gossip. I won't deny that. But don't you dare deny you like it as well. I mean how on earth do you think Entertainment Tonight was formed or how paparazzis are getting their money.

How does it all start? Person A tells person B. Then person B tells person C and D who will tell their friends, and their friends will tell their friends who will tell their other friends and so on. The list never stops. And before you know it, almost everyone knows about it.

The best part, each time the story makes a transition, the story changes and somehow becomes more expanded and exaggerated.

Example, lets just say, Lily caught Mona picking a biscuit she dropped on the floor and eats it. Lily goes and tell Mary and Jane who tells Lisa, June and Brenda who tells their brothers and sisters and boyfriends or pets.

Finally when one of the last people gets the news it will sound like this,

"Did you know Lily saw Mona pick up a biscuit which she dropped in the toilet and the toilet floor was wet with pee and she actually ate it. After she ate it she said, Yummy!"

Poor Mona, for the rest of her life she will be traumatised about picking up the biscuit.

"The tongue, deadlier than the sharpest sword."

I'm not feeling too well today. I think I've got the flu. Ah well, getting sick is usual.

I've chucked my books aside. Its getting dusty in a corner.

Oh well, I'm still not feeling well.

Infinite Days

The days are going by one by one.

Things have been going by pretty normally (thank god).

Ah, I smell PMR.

Its so close. Too close for comfort.

Days after that would be paradise though.

Days filled with fun, laughter and more fun.

I hope.

I found myself loosing concentration during catechism.

Teacher was rantting on as usual about the usual stuff.

I was trying my best to concentrate. I failed.

My mind kept drifting away to dreamland.

Soon I found myself lost in my own thoughts and I was sinking deeper and deeper...

Thinking of..

Until it was distrupted by Amanda screaming cause of the video about how christians were tortured.

Well, I guess I kept glancing to a certain direction, and when paths crossed then I look away.

I don't know, but things are begining to get a bit weird.

I better stop this right now.

Things out there are so beautiful,

I just wanna fly, dream and smile with you.

Maybe, just maybe...

What do I do now.

Kapoot!

My brains are gonna go KAPOOT anytime soon. Its something like a time-bomb waiting to go off.

And when it does, it'll look something like this,

You know something, I can't believe I'll actually say this, but my life is one problematic one. Thank God for school and friends. They actually make me forget my life. My home isn't what you would specifically call a home. Its more of a war zone. It get really sickening when every single time you come home she is locked in the room and the rest of us are treated just like that. Blame on my luck for having a foreign mother. Nothing else matters just as long as she goes back home.

Dear mum, when will it penetrate that thick skull of yours, we have no money and no matter what you do we will still have no money.

Thats the problem with foreigners, they have no sense of the real world. All they think is about themselves and their life. Sorry for ranting about my inside problems, but I need to be heard.

I'm still looking for my rainbow's end, where my peace of mind and sense of relief lies.

What I'm living now is just a total misery.

I promise I'll find what I'm looking for and if I do have kids, they won't ever have the life I have now.

I'll make sure of that.

I hate you for what your doing.

Lessons Learnt

I went to church yesterday, and Steve was wearing a t-shirt bearing the words ;

"I've tried, but I've failed terribly. Lesson learnt, never try."

Quoted by the famous Homer Simpson

Funny thing, I found those "wise" words actually true.

I mean you know you are going to fail no matter what so why try right?

But, if you don't try you'll never know.

Ahh, life is really contradicting.

Example, "practice makes perfect". However there is another quote, " Nobody is perfect".

I don't get it.

All these quotes are suppose to help those who are in need of advise and what not, but its just confusing them and me.

Note to self, quotes aren't really realible.

Its only September yet I'm practicing for a Christmas play.

My role is pretty minor so I'm not grumbling.

But all these planning for Christmas makes me exicited.

I can't wait for that time of the year again when all the trees, songs and lights

start to come out.

I'll get all warm and happy.

I know its just a picture, but its so pretty.

I love this house.

I have this feeling now, a feeling which I haven't had for sometime now and I'm worried.

I think I love you.

Laughter The Best Medicine?

Laughter. The best medicine?

Yea, maybe at times. However I just know that if I laugh too much in one day, the next day will turn out pretty bad.

Thats bad. I laughed way too much today.

I laughed from 2 in the afternoon right up till now

(I'm kinda laughing to myself).

I laughed so much that my stomach hurts.

Crazy? I know.

But you can't possibly blame me. I bet you'll be laughing your socks off if you were in my church.

Surrounded by whacky-ness. I thought Kari was bad.

Its nice to know that there is some place where I can just forget about my problems.

Ah well, I feel so happy now, and I have no idea why.

The events that happened earlier just seem to keep playing and playing in my head.

Church ain't so bad after all.

My teacher rocks, my class rocks. Whats there to hate?

Smile at the world and it will smile back at you!

I'm being so optimistic now. I know it won't last long, but I'll just enjoy this fuzzy feeling while I can and before it all runs out.

Its really nice to know that life isn't just about one thing or one person, its about the whole picture.
So, I guess its really good to sit back and enjoy the whole picture instead of brooding on one small part.



Emo people of the world, lets all stop being emo for a bit. Smile more, laugh more and make more noise. Don't care if you look stupid cause sometimes looking stupid makes others smile.
I know I sound so preacher-fied.



Ohh, I just remembered, its a historical day for me. For the first time in my life I just witnessed an event I never seen before.
A guy asked a girl to foot his bill.


Shocking.



Oh yea, I'm divorced already.

Yay me!

Laugh while you still can.

I'm Cold.

Its been raining for a long long time and I'm feeling seriously cold.

Its kinda suprising cause I have a layer of thick fat yet it doesn't insulate much heat.

Ah, I'm so out-of-shape.

I can't run anymore!!

I'm eating and eating somemore. I had lunch, haw flakes, fried chicken and chocolate.
I can feel the fats piling up!

I need to start studying soon.
I have an exam next week.
Oh damn it.

Anyway, I've just been to the new library and its nice!
I was like "Woah, we have a place like this in JB?!" when I entered the library.
But its seriously packed with student.
Now I'm wondering, are there really that many pupils who really are into studying?
Somethings are so weird, maybe this people are going there for other reasons.

Its almost 6.

Time for Zack And Cody.

They are so adorable!!

The show just makes me feel so happy.

Adorable to the max! Seriously.

I just love the telly.

Nearly There?

Nearly there? Nope, not quite yet. One more month then its all over! Yes, PMR. I'm kinda sick of waiting for it. I mean, I barely managed to breathe and now I'm being dumped with another exam. Oh well, endless problems faced by a teen. I've asked this from time to time, what use are exams? Sadly I never found out. Or maybe I just didn't like the answer I got.

I'm supposed to be studying now. I mean I do have an exam next week, but the thought that trials are over makes me lose interest in even touching my books. Gah! Its bad, really bad. I know those who have sat for their PMR are thinking, "Oh, PMR..that was so simple. I didn't need to study." Oh right, that explains why my science sucks. I mean its just form 3 science and I can't cope without tuition. I used to not study for science.

Why am I even blogging about science?

I amaze myself at times.

Come to think of it, I don't know what I wanna do in the future. I thought I knew. So many dreams, but I can't achieve all. Thats sad. I kinda spoilt my highschool life by making it so adult-like. Got involved in so many things which made it so confusing. Thank God I realised that just in time before I wasted it just like that.

Wondering, has this day finally come? It doesn't hurt anymore when I see stuff right now. maybe a bit, but not that much.

I'm finally walking along the path of life.

But walking along the pathway, I'm getting hurt again.

Doesn't matter anymore, I must let go.

I must let go, I MUST LET GO.

I'm sorry, but I'm letting go.

I know your trying to fix things up.

But sometimes, the things you do just can't be fixed by saying sorry.

Somethings leave lasting impressions which will be scarred for a long time.

Its like breaking a mirror, fixing it does put the mirror back but you still see the cracks.
May this serve as a lesson to everyone.

"Think before you do something and say something before it hurts too much."

I think you should go back caring for the person you really care about instead of faking stuff and using people.

Please try to mean what you say.

Don't say stuff you know its not true.

I was treated like that before and I got really hurt. Don't go and be just like that.

I just want to be appreciated.

Now we all ask, "Where did it all go wrong?"

No one can answer that, the answer resides in you yourself.

Do some soul searching. I may not always be there for you. Things aren't the same.

I've thought about it.

Love is in the air. But I'm not feeling it.

For one last time, I love you.