2010 is almost here! I can even smell it!!
Its the begining of another decade :)
Finally its the final day of 2009.
What a year has it been. A total roller-coaster ride for me.
2009,
the year which gave me so much heartache, stress, tears and headaches.
I've lost so many things this year. So many things, from school stuff to my best friend and even myself.
It was really hard trying to cope and get through every single obstacle this year. But, I guess it made me a stronger person.
Looking back to 2008 where I just simply threw away that golden opportunity to venture out of Malaysia and widen my horizons, I feel like a total idiot as well as a fool.
What held me back?
Stupid smalll dreams which I thougt I could acheive by staying here.
Me being scared of leaving my friends.
Scared of the stress I would face.
That goes to show how not prepared I am to face the real world. I seriously need to grow up.
Now I'm stuck here as a nobody and being all pathetic.
Oh wells, I guess there were some good out of this bad year.
I've learnt alot of life lessons this year,
I got to know about Adam Lambert!! :)
I did alot of church stuff and met new pople and made new friends along the way.
I met my cousins whom I've not met in so many years.
I've become a stonger person in terms of emotionally.
So its 2010, another year, so I have another batch of resolutions.
Hmmm, lets see what I've got on my mind.
My new year's resolution for 2010.
- To be more hardworking
- To be more organized
- To get a proper grip on my life
- To be more level headed
- To do my very best in SPM ( hopefully all A1s' or is it A+ )
- To be more responsible and sensible
- To LOOSE WEIGHT! (5kg)
- To further develop my skills in the piano and the guitar
- To be more independent and less depandable on others
- To be closer to God.
- To take my studies more seriously
- To learn now to swim :)
- To be less moody
- To blog more
- To spend less time shopping and watching tv
- To sing better XD
- To be a better writer
Okay, whew, I think that should be all. Too much then later I would be disappointed cause I cannot acheive every single thing on the list.
Hahaha, my sis wanna use the computer now so since its the first day of the year, I'll give in to her. I'm so good and responsible now. So one aspect has been settled on my resolution list right? :)
Oh! Before I forget,
ADAM WAS AWESOME AT THE NEW YEAR'S COUNTDOWN PERFORMANCE!!!
Happy New Decade.
