Regrets

I regret telling you.

I regret admitting it.

I regret cracking under pressure.

I regret ever giving it a thought.

I regret everything I did!

Why did we discuss about this at all?

Why did you force me?

Why put me under pressure?

Why put us in such a position?

Looking back now,

I look back regretfully, its not I don't trust you, I just really treasure our friendship.

However,

It may never be the same again.

We may not be able to talk like how we did again.

Can we look at each other without feeling weird or uncomfortable.

You tell me, its gonna be okay.

Trust me its not.

I know.

My foolishness, my stupidity, my brainless mind.

Fell into that trap.

Its not gonna be alright.

Why am I so dumb?