Caught in another dilema

Ok..so what's new? So I'm caught in another dilema. Oh boy (im so not in the mood for it). So it all started with my mum(the usual). She was being a pain. I hate to say this type of nonsensical stuff about her but sadly she livess up to the name "pain" sometimes. Don"t get me wrong. I love her but she's wrong. Now for the dilema. To say sorry or not to say sorry? yeayea..I know I should say, but I'm 100% sure she's wrong. Oh well...

Anyway, "happiness" came in the form of airmail today =) Its the first time I'm actually receiving airmail. Infact its the first time I'm receiving important mail (I normally get junk). So yea, I just came back from "hell on earth"(BM tuition) and I was closing the gate..Yea I don't have and auto gate I'm too poor. Then I caught a glimpse of a white envelope. I so thought it was another bill but I just checked it out. I saw somethings that made my heart stop. I opened it and YES! its was what I've been waiting for. I almost cried but I didn't cause what i saw in the letter kinda dampened my spirit. Now I so have to work my already worn out brains even more(shucks).

So one day I was sitting down quietly by myself in Sejarah class(opps) and thinking what do I want in life. And after some "serious thinkin"(more likely day-dreaming) I've come up with some so-called plan on what I want.

So here they are my dreams and wishes of the future.

The MOST improtant thing is M-O-N-E-Y!

I'm planing to make my first million before I reach ummm..25?

Then comes my stuff I want. Boy I have alot of things I want..

Yup..my dream house has to look something like this. Yea I hope so. Life would be so cool. Lol..

And yup. The house must have an amazing interior design which potrays exquisite taste (blablabla..) It just has to look pretty and expensive i guess.

Heh..check out the car. Its been my dream since god knows when to drive around with a car like this. Vroom.vroom..vroom..!! (i don't want just one of these cars. Maybe about 3?)

YES! A bike! I WANT A BIKE!! heck if i die in a car crash.

I want to eat ALOT of FOOD!! Any cuisine anytime of the day..yumm!

And I want my fridge to be filled with all the types of cakes,chocolates and sweets!! hope I don't die of obessity and diabities..

I want my own u know the type of "walk into you closets" closets cause i want ALOT of clothes. And maybe i want my own fashion line..

I also want tons of shoes. A different shoe for each day of the year...haha! Imagine I have all these shoes. I admit I'm a sucker for shoes.

Heh..how about a personal library that looks like this!! woots! The amount of books I'll have..haiz..

Ok...I would so want my own private jet. I can fly here and there and everywhere at my own pleasure. yup yup yup!

All mine? yup..maybe even a few more..

PLACES I WANNA GO WHEN I'M RICH

So many places I wanna go and see..ahhh I must see snow before I die.

I wanna shop at a place like this and actually buy something..doesn's this place make CS look like a mouse-hole..

But the funny thing is, when my mum asked me what are my plans for the future knowing me the person who hates the "heart-to-heart" talks at the wrong time answered ,my really hopeful mum like this:

" Ummm...I'm gonna finish secondary school..U know take my SPM and try to do my best. After that I'm gonna get maybe three of four tattoos and and a few more piercings where my ears and body. Then I'll marry a drug-addict and spend my life being high and I think I'll die in some rehab center. Yea...Something like that."

You should have seen my mum's face, i think she was really shocked. Oh well, I think she would have laughed at me if I really told her what i wanted, so I guess lying was the best option. I hope she did't tell my dad bout my answer, cause if she did I think my dad will wanna have "THE TALK" to straighten my priorities out..haiz..

By the way..Zhi Ying, thanks for the post about me. Yea I'll miss you alot if I do get it. And don't worry I won't forget you..How can I right after all thats happened..

And I luv ya too!

Oh boy..I'm worn out..